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Friday, October 30, 2015

Surprised achievement/Remembrance





From left: Adrian from EcoWorld Group Branding department, me, Japhia, Norlyana, Deputy Vice Chancellor of Taylor's University Professor Dr. Pardeep Nair, EcoWorld CEO Dato' Chang Khim Wah, School of Communication Dean Ms. Josephine, Melissa, Yvonne and Sharmine
Photo Credit: Summer 

A big shoutout to my wonderful group mates for being so patient with me, an annoying blurhead, and accommodating my shortcomings. Couldn't have done achieve this without you all. THANK YOU! Thank you, also, to our lecturer Mr. Justin for guiding and teaching us all the way. 

A photo with the lecturers that made this happened!
From left: Dr. Roslina, me, Yvonne, Melissa, Mr. Justin (my lecturer), Sharmine, Japhia, Norlyana, Mr. Terence
Photo Credit: Dr. Roslina


Thank you:
Japhia for being patient with me and guiding me all the way. 
Norlyana for being understanding, forgiving and also patient with me. 
Melissa for pulling me into this group and encouraging me. (You can say "I told you so" for as long as you want. I give you that. xD)
Yvonne for liaising with EcoWorld and making sure our shoot goes smoothly.
Sharmine for being our driver and helping out in the every way you can.

I have thought long and hard on how to title this post. Eventually I settled on the title you see now. I never expected this to happen. Really, I didn't. Neither did my group mates. Despite all the drama I went through on my part, I was really glad to have worked with these bunch of classmates. They are the best and I couldn't ask for more. So, it all started as a class assignment/competition. 

When it was announced that one of our assignment was tied with a corporate competition, we didn't really think much about winning the competition. At least, I didn't. Truth to be told, I wanted to join another group. I have never worked with my current group mates before and I am a person that likes to be in my comfort zone. Especially when it comes to group assignments. On the other hand, my best friend Melissa wanted to work with this bunch of people. One thing lead to another and eventually we join this group.

I will not bore you all about the drama I personally went through. Let's just say I was being a bit too sensitive, overreacting and overthinking a bit too much and generally being stupid. I mean, it's my first time working with this group of people! There are bound to be insecurities! Right? At least, this is the case for me. But slowly, I warmed up to them and we had fun shooting this video.

Why fun? First, I was asked, no wait, TOLD to be exact, to be the director of photography. Which means, I am the one handling the camera. I have absolutely NO experience at handling the camera. See, usually I am in charge of writing the script, finding cast, doing props or appearing IN FRONT of the camera, not BEHIND the camera. So, as a first timer, I was absolutely terrified and have no idea what I am doing. Thank God for my director, Japhia. She is really patient with me and guide me every step of the way. So did my producer, Norlyana. THANK YOU!

Second, we brave through haze and rain to get our video done. Well, most of our shoot was indoors anyway. So it was okay for us. But for other groups, some of their shoot was outdoors. So, kudos to you all! 

After we pass up the assignment, we thought it was over. Well, I thought it was over. I moved on. Then came the first surprise. Our of 25 videos, our video was selected as one of the top 10. We are to present our idea in front of a group of judges. Some from EcoWorld, some from Taylor's. All high ranking people. When I saw the date of the presentation and realised I have to give up attending a wedding, I was instantly upset. It was a Saturday. WEEKEND. I think my group mates were pretty upset too, for having part of the weekend taken away.

A little input here, this competition doesn't only involve my batch. It also involved our seniors (a semester ahead of us) and our juniors, the foundation and diploma students. 

This was taken at Eco Sanctuary, where we present our video and idea to a group of high ranking judges from EcoWorld and Taylor's.
From left: Melissa, Japhia, Norlyana, me, Sharmine and Yvonne
Photo Credit: Razz and Japhia

Fast forward a little. Came the day they announced the winner. Which was yesterday. And we were surprised. All of us never expected it. One second, we were 1 among many. The next, we were...well, THE one. After the whole event, people we know and don't know came up to congratulate us. The press that were present at the event asked for our names and wanted to take our photos and interview us. We got a chance to work with FOREFRONT International, the company in charge of producing all of EcoWorld's videos and advertisings. When we went onstage to accept the mock check, so many cameras were pointed at us, taking our photos. We were also invited to lunch with the VIPs.


Photo Credit: Summer

Honestly, I was awkward and ill at ease. I am so seldom in the limelight. I am always at the sideline, being ordinary and anonymous. Suddenly, being in the center of everyone's attention...it was just too much. I am really glad and happy I wasn't alone. I have 5 other people to share it with and I am more than happy to share it with them.

What now? We be happy. We celebrate. Then we move on. There are still many things to be done. Life doesn't just stop at winning this competition. Yes, we won. We gain a little bit of reputation. So what? Life still goes on. People will talk about it for another 1 more day, maybe? Then it will be old news. It will be the past. We move on to make more achievements. We live for the future. 

As Deputy Vice Chancellor Professor Dr. Pardeep Nair says, "Everyone in this room is a winner!" Yes, indeed. Everyone that participated the competition is a winner. We took up the challenge and we did it. To me, it isn't about the RM5,000. It is the experience and the friendship built during the whole project. No money can buy that for me. 

Of course, some might say it is easy for me to say all these because I won. Wrong. I lost a lot of competition before this. Sure, I was sad and disappointed, as all human beings with emotions would. But, in the end, I would come to realise that it is the process that mattered. How the whole competition taught me priceless and valuable lessons and gaining experiences. 

Photo Credit: Norlyana

So, here I am. Holding a huge mock check of RM5,000. We are all going to share our prize money, of course. A big hooray to my group and all my fellow course mates that participated in this competition! We all did great and we are all winners! =D

 Each one of us taking turns with the mock check.
From top left: Norlyana, Sharmine, Melissa
From bottom left: Yvonne, Japhia, me
Photo Credit: Melissa

Before I end this post, I would like to remember a special someone that was briefly in my life and has played a role in bringing me to where I am today. This couldn't have happen if this person hadn't sow the seed in my secondary school life.


Hello, Tan Wei! Happy belated 21st birthday! What a coincident your birthday was yesterday. Bet you are laughing your ass off. Remember how I said I am so not into video and softwares and technology stuff? Technically, still true. I still never like post-production work and still very awkward with the camera. But you started it all. You introduced me into this world. Now, I am in this world and, of all the things to do, winning a video competition. LOL.

Hope you are doing okay up there. I still think of you from time to time. Whenever I think of you, I will send up a little prayer for you and your family. It is still hard for some of us to let you go. Miss you, my friend. Rest well. 

Saturday, October 3, 2015

To wait or not to wait?




Photo source: Facebook

Ah, wells... Here we are again on the subject of love. Hello again, my readers. Life has been pretty busy. I had some time scrolling through Facebook tonight and came across this post and I felt like blogging about it. It is, after all, what everyone has in mind in one way or another. So, to wait or not to wait? That is the question.

Maybe because I recently turned 21, so this subject resurface on my mind from time to time. I am eligible to date now. (Church rules. Long story. Don't ask. Or rather, asked me privately. =P) Or maybe because the older generation are teasing me on this subject. One way or another, this subject cannot be avoided for long. It is bound to surface one way or another.

For me, I have to agree with that photo. Love IS worth the wait. When the right time comes, Mr. or Ms. Right will come along and there it is - the perfect love. One might ask, when is the right time and who is the right one? On this, I can offer no answer. You just know. But there are a few guidelines here which are given to me from the older generation and through reading books.

1. Financially stable
Yes, the money talk. I have heard some stories about couples breaking up over financial issues. How can one focus on building a relationship when the issue of where your next meal is coming from is constantly on your mind? It's as simple as that. The phrase "no money, no talk" really comes into good use here. Money can't buy everything, yes. But without money, you simply can't survive. You have to first be able to take care of yourself only you can think about taking care of others.

2. Maturity
I do have to admit, I was and sometimes still am very much affected by the fairytale love the media portray these days. Many a times we look at a couple being all lovey dovey in public and we will go "ahhh... so romantic...", we don't think about what happens behind close doors. It takes a certain level of maturity to handle a relationship. I mentioned this in an earlier post: The joy of intimacy is the reward of commitment. That's from a book called "I kissed dating goodbye" by Pastor Joshua Harris. What is commitment? Not everybody understands that. Hence, maturity. To understand commitment, you have to go through some life lessons and there is where you grow to become a mature, responsible adult.

I did say I would mention a few guidelines and I could go on and on and on and on. But I will just stop here for now. The point here is that it doesn't hurt to wait. It might be agonising, I know. I, too, sometimes wonder when is the right time and who is the right person. I get depressed (I call this the "Singlehood Syndrome") sometimes when I see people around me getting into relationships. But I know this the season for me to be single and to wait. 

Pastor Joshua Harris wrote: The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing. Which I think is very wise. Why should I get my heart broken over and over again when all I have to do is just wait and my heart will never be broken? Patience is the keyword here. Just wait and the best shall be given to you.

Of course this is just what I believe in. This is what I like to call my "little philosophy". Some might think it's nonsense. Well, I think it makes sense. Don't we all always save the best for last? I believe firmly on God's promises to me and I know that if it's His will, I will meet Mr. Right at the right time.

While waiting, I shall go and see the world. Enjoy the freedom of being single. Life is short and I won't be young forever. Before I settle down, I would like to experience what the world has to offer me. Go have fun. Travel around. See the world

Love is worth the wait. =)

God bless you all. =)